@Tatty_One
So i got talking to a former USMC through an acquaintance of mine - Done two tours of iraQ before leaving the USMC and he was just telling me a few of his stories and shit like that. tellin me about the kinda shit he did, what he got upto etc etc, and we were havin a good laugh about it. started talkin about other some of the other people he served with then started getting all quiet on me
Guy was close to tears. started tellin me more about the folks he served with, those ones that never made it and how he hates talkin about his time in iraq because it always drags him to a dark place, but people always want to know and ask about his time in the army once they find out he was in the USMC.
to see him cry like that just broke my heart in so many places. even though hes surrounded by friends and family (he has a wife & baby girl) I could see it deep inside that he felt just so alone and that mentally he was completely and utterly broken.....
I didnt know what to say but just hug the shit out of him. I walked him out the room so no one else to see him cry and just gave him huge man hugs. I didnt want the rest of the people to see him cry. To everyone he was just an awesome guy that managed to live through hell TWICE and come back alive, I didnt want him to lose his pride.
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And no - i didnt know he was former USMC, Hes the one that started tellin me stories lol. so its not like i forced him to talk.
Hearing him talk about his experiences and shit like that really made me feel sorry for you & the other lads and ladies who put their life on the line and in a way kinda glad i didnt enlist when i left school lol.
I had no idea what i wanted to do when i left school - I was real close to enlisting though. but i just didnt have the balls to go through with it.
I think people really take the armed forces for granted and most people cant even begin to understand the shit they have to go through. Watching documentaries on Discovery & History channel just doesnt paint a clear picture how strong you have to be mentally just to get through each day as a soldier deployed in an active war zone.
I dont think anyone could understand it unless they've been through the same hell.
and yeah.... i fucking cried too...