Last but not least, been playing SupCom2 with my youngest son again. We still call it a rematch (even if we're not facing off against each other) after almost 5 years. This is still a fun and more casual approach to large scale RTS gameplay in a digestible level that fits my time needs and allows me to do some strategic gameplay that isn't too dumbed down. Not saying SupCom2 is complex, but there's also RTS games with much less than it has to offer. Many scoff at this game, but frankly it is still fun to play, especially with my kid, we take on some AI and have a blast (literally and figuratively) with it!
Aah, I remember how long my older brother waited until I upgraded my computer just so it could run SupCom: FA, we played skirmishes with AI two-on-two or add AI allies. Never played SupCom2 because fans of the original games kept saying it's too different and I should stick with the originals.
After a while, I had an idea, since I usually like exploring beyond what vanilla games have to offer. I installed FA Forever, it was the best decision ever, we were able to beat both SupCom and SupCom: FA campaigns in co-op. It was really fun. It reminded me of playing Red Alert 3 campaign in co-op. It has plenty of maps, and an active community as far as I remember. I'm not playing any strategy game for a while now, they're just sitting there until I start missing them. Maybe I'll give it a year or two to rest.
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I've also played Dragon Age: Inquisition, but that game seemed just as overwhelming as Origins, it took me 3 times to finally sum up the courage to get past further than the beginnings for the character backgrounds, once I got the hang of the game it was pretty damn good. But DA: I, was on another level for me. That game seemed to have almost no connection to the original, which what also put it on hold almost permanently. Maybe once you meet and greet old characters you go giggling and say "hey, old friend long time no see" and you start enjoying it.
To be honest I don't remember that many games that had recurring characters that you just like the hell out of. Mass Effect trilogy sticks out the most in recent memory. What kind of other games give you a similar feeling, like you're seeing a good friend after 3 years, but it's just been a few days when you completed a first game in the series and you come across the same sunnuvabit** again and you just wanna give a big hug and crush his rib cage haha. (
and if you're really emotional bring up a song in his/her memory)
Right now I'm all over the place, I didn't complete the new DOOM, DA: I, Half-Life: Blue Shift and Opposing Force, Hotline Miami, my 38th playthrough of Skyrim, Counter-Strike Condition Zero: Deleted Scenes, my 3rd run of Resident Evil 3, my 2nd run of Painkiller, my 6th playthrough of Final Fantasy VII, my 2nd playthrough of Final Fantasy XIII, the DA: Origins DLC, BioShock 1 and 2, 2nd run of Vampire The Masquerade: Bloodlines, CnC 3 Tiberium Wars campaign, Dark Souls series, the Witcher series, my friend wants me to play Fortnite with him (
and I declined, now he thinks I'm a cuck). And I have no idea where to start. Might as well tear myself apart.
I also never watched any of the Star Wars, LOTR movies, and haven't completed watching Star Trek: TNG and Voyager (
and because that's a big deal to some people, I'm getting disowned, the more you know). Because I literally feel like time is slipping away so fast, living seconds in to the future or something. Ever since moving out of my family home, it seems like I have no time for anything else...
I miss the times I would just sit down, play modded Skyrim: LE, get really immersed and have a blast playing, then find out I've been at this since noon and now it's night time. And when taken out of that experience you just crave more, that's the only game world that I "lived", well... until it crashes or corrupts my save 50+ hours in ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ . No other game for me has come close where I can project myself almost completely. It's been a big help just getting through life. Even if that fails I still take off in a random direction and get lost with my trusty bicycle and be enjoying myself just as much.
Being a young adult sucks, I just traded some freedoms for others, and reward for the time spent on doing anything is minimal from my perspective. Sure, I finally built the PC of my dreams, bought stuff off of Amazon to ease living a little. But the things that I've got now... I have almost no time to even enjoy them, so what is the point having them. I want my escapism back already, I don't want to grow old and experience everything 30 years later when I might change my way of thinking dramatically, or forget just what the hell happened in a game series. I just like living in the moment, and not have to worry what happens next, just one more minute...
Once I realize it's time to go to bed, with only 5 hours until I have to get ready for work. (
When I normally have to take at least 8 or 12, because I'm lazy when I get back home) I can't go to sleep, as I just want to continue playing until I feel mentally exhausted. And if I do fall asleep (
I have severe insomnia) and wake up after barely having any time to rest my eyes, I feel like I want to lie in bed forever. I've never had a sick day before and that the reason for it would be to just relax and play games. I might save that for a rainy day, literally. The weather has been pretty good so far in London.
I just realized I was complaining and ranting in a tech forum with grown adults for the nth time, so I'll stop now.
Please don't kill me.